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Friday, May 05, 2006


Stumbled upon an old journal that I kept during my secondary 3 days. Though it only contained around 10 entries, it told a lot. Since I've lost my online journal of 4 years, I'm glad I still had this journal. After reading, I realised how immature my thinking was, and how naive I was in the past. Looking back; how stupid I was to have felt that way. But of course, some were really sweet memories. I also realised I usually have difficulty dealing with failures and rejection. And this is still evident now, too.

Ironically, I miss those days.

Ironically, I prefer who I am now.

Yet, I want to be the naive me again.

Ok, I'm rambling again.

I don't see myself when I look in the mirror
I see who I should be
I don't see myself when I look in your eyes
Thank god for that

Starsailor - In The Crossfire

Mother's Day is coming; I want to bake a cake for her. :D Nigella's recipe for chocolate cloud cake looks really, really yummilicious. Hope it doesn't turn out a disaster.

And Ice Age 2 has the lamest ending. I can't believe the squirrel actually saved the day; anyway he's just sooooo freakin' cute!




All it took was a smile.

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